Sunday, March 28, 2010
I don't know if my only sin is one of Gluttony...but man i sure punched that one a few times today :D11 large pieces, i think i might start setting musical records soon XDD if u know, people actually paid attention to these kind of records before.
Musical was fun, although i needa stop laughing when i look into people's faces though, such a big weakness with me *sigh*
ceebs blogging alot, i have mad off days for blogging...
wow rant woooooo
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Frankenstein and Bladerunner should go die...what is worse is trying to do a 40minute PREPARED essay, seriously i don't think i can write the 1200 words i have in my planned response, but i don't think i can cut it down any further either :(what do u you think about exams which are WAY too short? i hate them, i hate having to rush in general, i sweat when i rush and for those who know...u dont want to see me sweat *sigh*
anyone else sweat enough to fill a bathtub? no i didn't think so *sigh*
musical tmoro :D gna feel awesome tmoro, even if it goes until 7pm...ah well damn u rue plumet, i only have some pussy lines *sigh*
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Crawford Victory seems pretty sweet fellas? XDDMonday
Woke up late, 4 day weekend FTW, and then went to school to watch bball and futsal. Came just as we conceded 2 goals for futsal 6-6 ah well we won the comp afterwards XDD
BBall was pretty awesome, highlight definitely being Trist's putback jam holy crap that was insane. Also the Melbourne PG could shoot like...im not sure how to describe it but he constantly shat on anyone who tried to guard him, kudos to Fergus for getting back to defend him each time.
Went home after bball, felt like crap and didn't feel like staying at school for futsal. That was a bit of a mistake, apparently we played a really good game for the 2n game ah well missed it.
Home for some more work, i don't think i really did anything. Stayed up late laughing at how stoner some people can get when it gets late... XD u know who u are
Tuesday
Bball with Jiapan at KGV, we both took 100 shots in about 20 minutes which is pretty good, i might just be starting to get a mid-range game now...touch wood.
Also there was a adult mixed comp there, all these banks were playing, we saw NAB, St George, Commonwealth and all these other teams and we got to play on them was fun even if the adults were a bit pissed we were playing for them. Then afterwards playing with some nice uni asian students and me and Jia were probably among the better of them which was interestingly surprising XDD
PS. For those who do not know, i might be moving to the U.S at the end of High School, i still have several offers from colleges on hold until they check my medical records and decide whether having me on their team is worth the few tens of thousands it would cost them for me to stay at their school for 4 years. Not sure if i really want to go to UCONN or Georgetown but i guess if its a free 4 year uni degree i might as well go...
Sunday, March 21, 2010
so this is what it feelsi guess sometimes, it feels right, sometimes like today it feels wrong but who cares about me
can i be a brother to the one i love?
i guess there is no harm in trying
God forgives
I think maybe i can forgive a little as well
I pray now for strength, forgiveness and maybe just...sometimes understanding
to this person, i hope we can start again
be like the two people
who met at the station
ate grapes
miaowed
awkward turtled
Guys don't cry, that may be true, i don't cry but for today i cry for you God
i cry for the hurt in the world
i cry for the hurt i cause
i cry for the hurt that may come
but i also cry for forgiveness
This is not the hardest decision i will make
But i hope you understand that sometimes
some people will love you
no matter what you say to them
God on High,
Hear my prayer
in my need
you have always been there
I don't deserve your love but right now i need it
Time to pray again Kwan Min
Saturday, March 20, 2010
EffortWork
Determination
Words that i guess do not define my life
people have told me different words
lazy
uncaring
resigned
i do not use these words to describe myself
but recently
times change
time to keep walking Kwan Min
But if the rain must fall
If I lose it all
If the world comes down and takes any soul
If the sky turns black
And there's no no way back
It won't matter much to me
If I had you
All I need is your love
That's all I need
All I need is your love
This is for many people, all aware of how much they mean to me
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
i guess u dont need me to tell you which song this is haha
There you were in your black dress
Moving slow to the sadness
I could watch you dance for hours
I could take you by my side
slighty creepy yes but one of my fav's
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find you and I collide
My song from last year, hope you guys remember what it was
ciao
Music List:
20 Good Reasons: Thirsty Merc
She Will Be Loved: Maroon 5
Watch Over You: Blackbird
Fact-Fiction: Mads Langer
Man in the Mirror: Michael Jackson
Collide: Howie Day
The Scientist: Coldplay
If the Rain Must Fall: James Morrison
Better Man: James Morrison
Boston: Augustana
Wasteland: Augustana
Empty Days: Augustana
Fire: Augustana
Let it Be: The Beatles
Yes i sang a hell of a lot, my voice still feels fine, my fingers...not so good XD
Crawford weekend now, i guess coming to watch the teams play will be expected of me, not that i'm going to jig any unless it gets really boring and bball is destroying melbourne...
i think i better do some of that english now...
10-5 musical, kill me Sewer Scene...
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
forgot one thing from post before last onei will be repeating my antics from last sunday's 1pm lunchtime, yes leads, u know what i am talking about
they better order some pizza...
When I'm gone?
And who'll watch over you
When I'm gone?
You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?
what is the point of caring if nothing ever rewards you?
just the feeling of persistence keeps me going now
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Musical, life and exams
i haven't really blogged since Wednesday since the incident with the....lady...Thursday
Legal exam, woohoo talk about wrist breaking fun
and Kwan Min when the teacher gives u a sheet on defences and says it might not be in the test, it actually means it wont be in the test...wth all those questions and NOTHING on defences ARRGGGHHH RAGE...
Friday
Bball. Much more fun, playing against people who don't like to kill other people when they go up for block. Eric asked me a while ago "Why don't u drive anymore? U used to drive all the time" Well Eric that is because i value my life and now only take jumpshots and open lay ups to prevent a first hand experience of breaking my face on the brick wall.
But i had to leave a little early, musical, which i must say is becoming so much better, singing is getting easier, loosening up for acting much better and the leads are getting closer
though on a peeved note she left early and i was boooo for rest of trip....oh well
Saturday
Nothing, except stuffing myself.
really, that is ALL i did on that day, stuffing my fat self.
Sunday
Rehearsal, she wasnt there so already start of boo but oh well ill c her on monday :D
The Bargain and The Robbery that day. Was very fun to work with the whole of the case, getting grappled feels great and my shirt is gonna be ripped open during the performance...better start to work on those abs...
Monday
Death day, 3 results back, maths, eng ext, modern
maths...lets never talk about this...EVER AGAIN
modern 20/25 shoulda done better but still happy considering i winged the "prepared" essay
Eng ext 16/20, above average apparently, 4U FAIL HARDCORE FELLAS oh wells
Saw her this morn and arvo me be happy la :D and caught the train to Punchbowl, quite a trek but worth every minute :)
Tuesday
A normal day, highlight Crawford Assembly, only highlight being Ranga's speech, Neel srsly...its not cool anymore...
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Some amusing extracts from my conversation with this "nice" office lady "Oi, what are you doing here?"
Wow could you say anything nicer to greet someone? i don't know...
"Hi i'm looking to get a visitors pass just for one period?"
"Do you even have a reason?"
enough said...
"oh i'm sorry i just wanted to visit my girlfriend for her free period? i just wanted to make this proper by asking at the office for a short visitors pass."
"And WHO are you?!?"
"Ummm... i'm Kwan Min Lee, i go to nsb year 12, here do you want me to show you my id?"
"i'm not even sure if i can believe you, now why are you visiting again?"
"oh i'm visiting my girlfriend"
"oh then definitely not"
"oh? sorry why not?"
"no one visits this school as a visitor without MY approval and even if you had a good enough reason, which you do not i would not let you in."
"oh? sorry? why not? i don't understand"
"i don't even know who you are"
seriously go screw yourself GOSH
and then i wasn't even allowed to hug her before the art teacher told me to piss off and then close the door behind me, as though i was going to burst through and pull a Virginia Tech or something far out
-rapist
-pedo
-creep
-all the above
and therefore should be kicked out of the school, without a goodbye and even possibly not even letting me get my stuff
also, its very nice to know that when you are truthful to someone
they turn around the moment you have moved a meter
and tell their office friend (can that jerk even have friends?)
that they had some pedo/rapist/creep who was trying to get into nsg
hello?
it's not like you have state of the art facial recognition software in your damn school, gosh chillax
and also I CAN BLOODY HEAR YOU STRANGELY ENOUGH
also i think when someone tells you "you can't stay in our school even if you had a good reason which you don't"
generally you ask why
to which the person simply responds "I don't know who you are"
OH! OK SORRY YOU DON'T KNOW ME, HOLY CRAP, DO U LIKE, KNOW EVERYONE IMPORTANT IN THE WORLD? GEEZ MAYBE I SHOULD JUST SAY I'M SOME KOREAN POPSTAR MAYBE THEN YOU MIGHT KNOW WHO I AM WOW HOLY CRAP, OR MAYBE I SHOULD JUST LIE, WHICH IS SOMETHING I WASN'T DOING BEFORE
anyway...enough raging...my school's office staff are so much nicer i seriously do not know why, i would not even need to ask for a pass if my girlfriend was visiting my damn school, they'd probably be so nice and ask her questions about her life while giving her a damn pass.
AND THEY BLOODY WOULD'NT TELL HER HEY I DON'T KNOW YOU GET OUT...NOW!!!
maybe because they know me...but meh
i have come to the conclusion that NSB office staff are heaps nice and NSG's can go kill themselves because they don't seem to understand the meaning of understanding or patience...
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
some people make me sadsome make me happy
some make me angry
sound familiar?
sounds like your own life right?
well it seems for me,
reading some of my friend's blogs... i guess i can feel all of that in the space of a minute
to my friends, i am praying for you, God will help and while you wait for him to help, i am here to talk
to everyone else, what is with this hate in the world? MJ got it right, many people have, where does hate get us in the world anywhere?
For everyone
"I'm starting with the man in the mirror,
I'm asking him to change his ways,
And no message could have been any clearer,
If you want to make the world a better place,
Take a look at yourself,
And then make a change"
MJ, 1988
To one person in my life,
"I may not have the softest touch
I may not say the words as such
And though I may not look like much
I'm yours
And though my edges may be rough
And never feel I'm quite enough
It may not seem like very much
But I'm yours"
Monday, March 8, 2010
Elena Luo, i am yours for as long as you want methere was no decision for me, only you
God Bless
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Humanity i hope you're bloody happy right now
if you're late to a meeting
if you're late to catch a train
if you're late to class
you have repercussions
i have always realised this
i just have never realised how much you can screw up
if u come just that 5 minutes too late
or that 5 minutes too early
now i suffer the consequences of my decisions
good work me, u have officially screwed up more lives with ur own stupid actions
than probably anyone else in the damn school
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Musical and Day in general
Blogging for yesterday, i dont know why, maybe Elena has gotten to me :P heheMaths and Modern yesterday.
so screwed for maths, i reckon i lost at least 8 marks straight off the bat, hopefully the rest of my marks are ok otherwise im gonna get killed in 2U maths again....yes i do ADV maths dont like it? suck it up :)
modern was much better i have to say, i got out everything i needed, everything i wanted to write although i got distracted by several things...musical and my aching fingers being one of them *sigh*
and then bball in the rain, its so much fun to play with people who are serious but who arn't like grade bball level so i dont get dominated like i probably should :(
but i still cant shoot to save my life...like really not even for my life could i hit a 3 point shot, oh wells back to the drawing board kwan min, learn how to handle first and jump...
and for the person who might read this, yes i dont care about how wet i get i just dont want YOU wet so there :)
musical was up next, which was good for me and vin, we actually did work, talked to Robin for a while, which was good to get to know the director and our own roles much better. then everyone got split into groups boys and girls
prologue up next, moulton made us learn by the cd ><>
and lol elena and the two noob nsbs came and she forgot completely what she was gonna say to moulton. everyone laughed even me a little XD soooooorrryyy :)
then afterwards we went down to the hall to work on the prisoner scene. me looking a little lonerised in the center, vin looking loner in the side and just lawrence du looking very impressive walking around. me and vin have a good understanding with each other
helps being friends i guess
but there are problems, i cracked up looking at his face continuously...XD must work on that or be massive fail la
then train home in the rain *sigh* i hate the rain
specially when u slip down the stairs and bust ur arse on the steps *sigh* so fail
then train home but bfore that *miaow* u know who u are :)
home and xbox and tv...epic win
maybe more posts like this, if i cbb but who knows